I don’t think I’d mind dying right now because I think heaven has food. It was my deepest wish to have this diet become my new way of life, and to realize the error of my ways with all of the foods that I eat. I was confident that I would learn a new way, where I could have an avocado and a rice cake for lunch and be satisfied. I’m not wanting that idea right now. I want a big fat plate of Mexican food from Jardin Corona. I want a giant Tablespoon full of Nutella. Even a spoonful of peanut butter would be incredible. I’d like some chocolate chip cookie dough, and perhaps some whipped cream on top. For dessert, Cheeseburger Helper.
I had a 5-Hour-Energy yesterday morning, and those usually last me about a day and a half. I still have the energy and clarity of mind today, but the weird, not-wanting-food feeling is still in my stomach, disguising itself as dire hunger. They’re just a step away from each other anyway.
I had no breakfast; good for me. Just like I’m supposed to.
Lunch:
6 pieces of butter lettuce with 4 grape tomatoes and Bragg’s Liquid Aminos as a dressing
3.5oz turkey lunch meat with mustard
1 rice cake
1 small apple
I would really like for my dinner to be a Cinnamonster cinnamon roll with extra butter and some movie theatre popcorn with extra butter. But it probably won’t be.
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